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Break this thing called love


For the sake of my seed,
I loved you, but your love broke me
dislocated shoulder.
you said sorry, it was the liquor

I loved you, but the wall also loved me
because I found myself constantly slammed into it
you said you'd control it. and I loved you.
because its was hard being alone

I loved you, even when you said my scars were ugly
you forgot you put them there, but I only loved you
now for the sake of our vows

I loved you, and i walked on eggshells,
so as not to break your wrath
or even cross your path. but i loved you,
now for the sake of your child i carry.

I had loved you, but my child even more.
but you kicked our baby and she was no more
then I didn't love you.
and you broke me

I loved you, but tonight I kill you,
and I break this thing called love.

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