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We are not trees

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I'm. A. Cheat.

I need to confront myself with the truth for what I really am. A lying two faced cheat. Pretending to like things he does just to make him happy. I'm a liar. And I'm a cheat. I'm cheating my self out of happiness just so a man can fucking stay in my life. Is this what love and affection has reduced me to ?

Do not marry a black man. 25-11-14

To all the white girls out there. Don't marry a black man. I repeat. Do not marry a black man. Because he is going to the grocery shop. To buy you milk and eggs but he's also gonna get shot and killed . And the system wouldnt and would blame you for not marrying a white guy. It was your fault. Hell yeah even the eggs fault . But not the man with the 9mm that took your man's life.

Space off.

  We all need space. Just enough to let us grow, but not too much that you feel forgotten and left out. S easy to succumb to the charm. pain holds you back, and every night you're on your knees same prayer, "Make me bigger, my voice heard, a better day tomorrow". Tough night, tomorrow is the same, same fake smiles...but you're honestly trying but the scariest thing is remembering, fragments and pieces of a painful past you were too young to remember or know better. fuck this, another day ill deal with this shit, but when. All I have to make is a single phone call, get it off my chest, tell them that i remember now everything that they did, and you know better, but you're not doing it just for that. its because you need to grow . because maybe, just maybe the pain will stop and you can trust again, maybe even feel beautiful and carefree like you once did...damn! thats a long shot , but its worth trying right? but i never do, so every day i dont, a small piece of ...

50 SHADES INTO A SUNSET. PART I

"I LIKE YOU..A LOT" HE SAID. NOT LOVE, JUST LIKE. I WAS SEVENTEEN.HE WAS THIRTY. I NEEDED SOME ATTENTION DESPERATELY. SOMETIMES YOU BLAMED IT ON YOUR DADDY ISSUES, OTHER TIME YOU JUST KNEW IT WAS YOU. WHAT MADE YOU THIS WAY YOU ASKED A THOUSAND TIMES OVER, BUT YOU CANT REALLY CARE. YOU LET HIM HAVE HIS WAY WITH YOU, BECAUSE DEEP DOWN YOU HOPED HE MIGHT COME TO LOVE YOU, NEED YOU FOR MORE THAN JUST HIS CARNAL DESIRES. THEY SAY THE BEST LIES ARE HALF TRUTHS. BUT WHAT IF SAYING THE TRUTH COMPROMISES EVERYTHING THAT YOU LOVED, DO YOU STILL SPEAK IT.   THE FIRST TIME I MET HIM, HE WAS EVERYTHING I BELIEVED A LOVED ONE SHOULD BE. NOT NECESSARILY NICE, BUT ALWAYS THERE. AFTER OUR FIRST DATE HE HAD TOLD ME "I WANT TO FUCK YOU", AND I HAD POINTED OUT THAT HE WAS TOO OLD FOR ME, AND HE HAD SAID "SO?" AND I KEPT QUITE AS USUAL. I WASN'T EVEN THINKING OF THE CONSEQUENCES BUT I CLEARLY REMEMBER THE SCENT HE WAS WEARING, IT WAS TOM FORD. HE SMELLED RICH, POWER...

Five Guys

So ever since this new place Five guys opened up in Uxbridge. I can't seem to stop going there. They have the best hot dogs and burgers with amazing flavours

"Read All About It (Pt. III)"

"You've got the words to change a nation But you're biting your tongue You've spent a life time stuck in silence Afraid you'll say something wrong If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song? You've got a heart as loud as lions So why let your voice be tamed? Maybe we're a little different There's no need to be ashamed You've got the light to fight the shadows So stop hiding it away At night we're waking up the neighbours While we sing away the blues Making sure that we're remembered, yeah Cause we all matter too If the truth has been forbidden Then we're breaking all the rules Let's get the TV and the radio To play our tune again It's 'bout time we got some airplay of our version of events There's no need to be afraid I will sing with you my friend I wanna sing, I wanna shout I wanna scream 'til the words dry out So put it in all of the papers, I'm not afraid They can read all a...