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Do not marry a black man. 25-11-14

To all the white girls out there. Don't marry a black man. I repeat. Do not marry a black man. Because he is going to the grocery shop. To buy you milk and eggs but he's also gonna get shot and killed . And the system wouldnt and would blame you for not marrying a white guy. It was your fault. Hell yeah even the eggs fault . But not the man with the 9mm that took your man's life.

Space off.

  We all need space. Just enough to let us grow, but not too much that you feel forgotten and left out. S easy to succumb to the charm. pain holds you back, and every night you're on your knees same prayer, "Make me bigger, my voice heard, a better day tomorrow". Tough night, tomorrow is the same, same fake smiles...but you're honestly trying but the scariest thing is remembering, fragments and pieces of a painful past you were too young to remember or know better. fuck this, another day ill deal with this shit, but when. All I have to make is a single phone call, get it off my chest, tell them that i remember now everything that they did, and you know better, but you're not doing it just for that. its because you need to grow . because maybe, just maybe the pain will stop and you can trust again, maybe even feel beautiful and carefree like you once did...damn! thats a long shot , but its worth trying right? but i never do, so every day i dont, a small piece of ...